This post first appeared on Story Spinner June 14, 2017.
There was a time when life made no sense. She didn’t know how to proceed or what to do. Doubt clouded her mind and all she wanted to do was cover herself with a thick blanket on that cold winter’s day. But she was full of dread.
Is this all I am? she often asked herself.
She was married, had young children and had been told her rewards were eternal; not to seek them here. Yet she wanted to know if there was more.
Why couldn’t she be content with what she had? Was it because his eyes were always wandering? What would she do if, someday, she found herself alone?
Is this all I am?
Or was there something more? She could stay in her warm cocoon, head down, relying on her husband, taking care of the children. Ignoring infidelities, pretending her future was secure. But could she do this forever? How would she cope on her own with young children? What would she do?
Is this all I am?
Watching her innocent children play, oblivious as their father continually strayed, changed her mind and her life. The little ones were defenseless and relied on her completely. But she would rely on no one, she would be self-sufficient. Yet what did that mean? How did one accomplish that? Doubt gripped her once again, making certain she knew her place.
But… is this all I am?
Slowly, she dared to do more. The building in front of her was daunting but she would spend years there. The familiar doubt tried to crowd her mind. Was she smart enough? Brave enough? This time, she firmly shook herself free and told her fear it was no longer allowed to linger there. The words in her head began to change meaning.
I am more than this!
Through years of studying in the imposing building and dragging her children to class with her when she had to, she began to change the dialogue she allowed in her head even more. Determination replaced insecurity, her failures were her own. So were her wins.
I am going to do this!
The girl who was thought dumb, the one who berated herself and let others do the same, changed. She graduated with honors and her children were proud. Through her, they learned courage, dedication and perseverance.
I did this and I can do more!
She fulfilled her life’s dream of becoming a registered nurse. She found great joy in caring for others and her confidence began to soar even higher. And one day, as she had predicted, she found herself alone with children to provide for. But she was able to handle this because she had worked hard. But more importantly, she had changed the thinking in her head.
Happy timezones, good friends! Hoping each of you is having a good week!
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What a great story that inspires, Kymber. So well written. I loved it!
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Well written Kymber. I think everyone can get lost in the mundane tasks and obligations of daily life, especially women who are the perpetual caregivers. Taking a step outside the humdrum to do or try something different is the first move. Happy Saturday. Allan
Thank you, and well said, Allan! I think you’re absolutely right. Happy Saturday to you, too.
In the middle of caregiving, it can feel repetitious and menial when in reality it is so important. For some reason, Kymber, I haven’t been getting your posts in my email. I subscribed again so should see them now.
So true, Mary.
Thank you for letting me know. I hope it is straightened out now. š©·šŗ
There is so much more to life than this and I’m glad she found that out. Mom’s happiness is so important and a cheating husband had to gooooooooo!
Right on, Bella! What you say is 100% true!
Love that she figured this out! huge smile on my face.
Mine, too. Thank you again! š©·šŗ
Excellent share!
Thank you, Dawn!
Bravo!
Thank you so much, Stephanie! š©·šŗ
Hi Kymber!
What an inspiring journey you’ve shared.
Your story beautifully illustrates the power of self-belief and determination.
Thank you for reminding us that we can redefine ourselves and achieve our dreams!
I’m so glad this story resonated with you, Mike! I like how you described as self-belief and determination. Happy Thursday!šŗ
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A straying terrible husband, taking care of the household and the kids and not fulfilling her dreams, that is not an acceptable life. I am glad she changed her life.
Me, too, Thomas. The most important thing was how she changed the way she spoke to herself. I look at this as lives saved; not just hers, but her children’s lives, too.
This is a really uplifting story! The characterās change of mindset is inspiring to us readers, as we can put that into practice ourselves. How you think about yourself is quite powerful in how you feel. š
I so agree with you, Dave. So many times we’re our own worst critic when what we should be doing is to cheer ourselves on. Thank you so much for your kind words.
I loved the story, the inspiration, and the writing of this Kymber. <3
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Yes, yes, yes! From “Is this all I am?” to “I am going to do this!” to “I did this and I can do more!” Purpose is the key! Thanks for sharing such a relatable story KymberNoodle! šš¼āāļøšŖš¼š„°
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Oh yes girl, you hit that story out of the ballpark KymberNoodle! ā¾ššš„°ā¾
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I love a happy ending. Beautiful.
Have a fabulous day and week. ā„
Thank you, Sandee. Wishing you a fantastic day and week as well!š©·šŗ
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Such a wonderful and inspiring story beautifully written. It always pays off to break free from feeling stuck and embrace a new mindset as it will propel you towards greatness. Our mindset can be the very thing that holds us back or the very thing that pushes us forward. Thanks for sharing, and have a good day š Aiva xx
Thank you, Aiva. I could not have said that any better than you just did. You are so right.
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Such a lovely inspiring story, Kymber. ā¤ļøš¹
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I think this is possible more than a story. Good choice! Appreciation ššš
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A lovely inspiring post, Kymber.
Thank you, KC! I appreciate your kind words!
Brilliant repost Kymber.
Thank you so much. I appreciate it. š
An inspiring story
Thank you so much, Sadje. š©·šŗ
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Such a powerful and relatable story that wonderfully captures the struggle between doubt and self-discovery.
Thank you, Willie. I’m so glad you liked it. I’m also so happy you found it relatable. š
Terrific story, Kymber and so true, we are our worst critics, excel at putting obstacles in our way! The story shows the impact of changing one’s thought process!
Thank you, Annika! I’m so glad you found the message of this story so relatable. I think you’re right in that we are all our worst critics, when we really should be cheering for ourselves. š
I like the phrase change the dialogue. Sometimes i am my worst critic. I should be my top supporter!
That’s right! I am glad this resonated with you. We should be nice to ourselves.
A good lesson in your story, Kymber. We are what we want to be. Thanks for sharing.
Thank you, John. I’m glad you saw the message. š
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